I knew life was going to change with a child, but I never could have guessed just how much.. I got sad the other day because Gerard and I weren't dating long before I got pregnant and I feel kind of like we missed out on that new couple phase. And although I couldn't be happier today, my hormones got the best of me while thinking about the past. Gerard and I have been spending time together since last fall but we didn't become an "official" couple, I guess you could say, until April. I was dealing with a stupid idiot all last year who just played games and treated me badly. Gerard and I met while I was dealing with Adam's drama, and he continued to stay in touch with me and send me nice messages over facebook for months! Once Gerard and I started seeing each other in the spring we became inseperable. And even though the last thing we were both looking for was a relationship, we fell in love. Our one year anniversary is on April 20th and our baby is nearly 2 months old (HAH!) I find that funny.. How lucky am I that he is the most perfect person for me in the entire world? What are the chances.. I'm amused by the situation and also so relieved. If this had happened with my ex loser (whom some of you met last thanksgiving) I would be having a nervous break down right about now.. I feel like the luckiest girl in the entire universe. (Yah make fun of me Gerard for this sappy post, but I know deep down you're eating this up)

PICTURE TIME!
















I can't believe she's 6 weeks old today.. I love you Bella!!